it is all coming together right now
many people understand
it's simple
live
Friday, January 29, 2010
the secret
I think I get it,
but I know that's what all mad people think,
that we have the "secret to life" all worked out
not that we can live/do it
how can one know
can't
but I know that's what all mad people think,
that we have the "secret to life" all worked out
not that we can live/do it
how can one know
can't
Thursday, January 28, 2010
love?
How do I love thee?
let me count the ways...
four,
drugs
dopamine, norepinephrine, phenylethylamine and oxytocin
released into our system,
and it feels so perfect, eternal, real.
like this is the one true chance at happiness.
all caused by a person who can't or won't stay
and we want to die
'til we are weened off the drugs
let me count the ways...
four,
drugs
dopamine, norepinephrine, phenylethylamine and oxytocin
released into our system,
and it feels so perfect, eternal, real.
like this is the one true chance at happiness.
all caused by a person who can't or won't stay
and we want to die
'til we are weened off the drugs
Sunday, January 24, 2010
room to sleep
My knees hang off the couch
but pile on a body that I like and I and sleep is much nicer
I swear that my heart beats slower
except when I explode.
but pile on a body that I like and I and sleep is much nicer
I swear that my heart beats slower
except when I explode.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Teachers? really!
Paul Quilter... I do not remember the names of any other of my co workers from Sundance when I was 15, not the born again christian who I would talk about religion with and gave me that big stack of anti mormon literature, not the performer who wore those little glasses and was so concerned after my car accident who scars i'm so proud of. Paul Quilter who was always running out of gas because "I can only ever afford to put five dollars of gas in my truck" always running out of gas, twice a week, always running out of gas.
My eighth mission companion.... " I'm very humble", no irony, I fell down laughing .
My last mission companion who did not know where Georgia was... we were in Georgia and yet he could not find it on a map...he could not find Utah either.
Chad Bailey.... from my second summer in New Jersey, "My greatest quality is my self knowledge" this from a guy who really knew nothing about him self...
HM a business partner who chastised me for spending to much money on bottled water (buying a $2 bottle instead of the a $12 for 10 pack, even though we only need one bottle) and yet could not account for $150,000 that he had spent in the last 6 months
Teachers all. No, not professional teachers, but people who taught me very important things
My eighth mission companion.... " I'm very humble", no irony, I fell down laughing .
My last mission companion who did not know where Georgia was... we were in Georgia and yet he could not find it on a map...he could not find Utah either.
Chad Bailey.... from my second summer in New Jersey, "My greatest quality is my self knowledge" this from a guy who really knew nothing about him self...
HM a business partner who chastised me for spending to much money on bottled water (buying a $2 bottle instead of the a $12 for 10 pack, even though we only need one bottle) and yet could not account for $150,000 that he had spent in the last 6 months
Teachers all. No, not professional teachers, but people who taught me very important things
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
a day about eggs
At River Diner, I ordered a western omelet home fries and toast, dad ordered his eggs sunny side up. I don't usually order omelets but the one I got bore little resemblance to what i think of as an "omelet" and I was pleased, the home fries? again nothing like what I think of,and they were tasty too.
The man at the table next got sunny side up eggs, he had ordered over easy, the waitress noticed the error as she was setting the plate down, but the man looked kind of excited and said "I'll give it a try" like it was an adventure.
we drove over the river, parked by the museum and wandered a bit, past Mastodons, which we learned are not really very related to Wooly Mammoths, through a strangely sparse indoor farmers market, that had a Mennonite couple (I can see the appeal his hat and beard were so cool), and to the escalator into the Egg. the information lady had to call some one else to to find out how to get upstairs and too the Egg.
The Elevators didn't work, but the emergency exit? a word to the wise, nearly deaf people do not sneak very well,
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
a 12 step program to overcome
1 Know that you are likely blind to your own strengths and weaknesses and that the way that you see yourself is probably not fully accurate
2 Understand that you can never fully understand yourself but that you can be happy and healthy
3 Accept input about who you are and what you do and understand that others opinions are always helpful even if they are critical or even wrong
4 Make a searching and fearless personal inventory
5 See that your feelings and emotions are internally generated
6 Accept that you are a Human Animal and that being a Human Animal is good
7 Humbly accept who you are
8 Make a list of elements of who you are
9 Burn that list because it might be right but it is most likely it isn’t. Self knowledge is nearly impossible
10 Continue to take personal inventory
11 Use logic and reason to understand the world you live in
12 Be happy
2 Understand that you can never fully understand yourself but that you can be happy and healthy
3 Accept input about who you are and what you do and understand that others opinions are always helpful even if they are critical or even wrong
4 Make a searching and fearless personal inventory
5 See that your feelings and emotions are internally generated
6 Accept that you are a Human Animal and that being a Human Animal is good
7 Humbly accept who you are
8 Make a list of elements of who you are
9 Burn that list because it might be right but it is most likely it isn’t. Self knowledge is nearly impossible
10 Continue to take personal inventory
11 Use logic and reason to understand the world you live in
12 Be happy
Sunday, January 03, 2010
All those people that believe that is is going to end in 2012 are sadly fooled.
The world will end on May 21, 2011
Don't believe me? All the facts point to it and the bible isn't more clear about anything.
You see the Bible was dictated by God and every word and number carries a spiritual significance.
The number 5, equals atonement. Ten is completeness. Seventeen means heaven.
Christ hung on the cross April 1, 33 A.D., Now go to April 1 of 2011 A.D., and that's 1,978 years.
multiply 1,978 by 365.2422 days - the number of days in each solar year, not to be confused with a calendar year.
April 1 to May 21 encompasses 51 days. Add 51 to the sum of previous multiplication total, and it equals 722,500.
(5 x 10 x 17) x (5 x 10 x 17) = 722,500.
Or put into words: (Atonement x Completeness x Heaven), squared.
Five times 10 times 17 is telling you a story, It's the story from the time Christ made payment for your sins until you're completely saved.
I tell ya, I fell off my chair when I realized all this.
Don't believe me? All the facts point to it and the bible isn't more clear about anything.
You see the Bible was dictated by God and every word and number carries a spiritual significance.
The number 5, equals atonement. Ten is completeness. Seventeen means heaven.
Christ hung on the cross April 1, 33 A.D., Now go to April 1 of 2011 A.D., and that's 1,978 years.
multiply 1,978 by 365.2422 days - the number of days in each solar year, not to be confused with a calendar year.
April 1 to May 21 encompasses 51 days. Add 51 to the sum of previous multiplication total, and it equals 722,500.
(5 x 10 x 17) x (5 x 10 x 17) = 722,500.
Or put into words: (Atonement x Completeness x Heaven), squared.
Five times 10 times 17 is telling you a story, It's the story from the time Christ made payment for your sins until you're completely saved.
I tell ya, I fell off my chair when I realized all this.
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